“just let it go”
#What Sam doesn’t realize when he tells Santana to just let go of Brittany is that Santana tried that before and it didn’t work #Santana’s been in love with Brittany for a long long time—at least since she was fifteen #and probably since even before then too—and has likely had a crush on Brittany since even before she fell in love with her #And the thing is—for the longest time or years even—Santana didn’t want to have a crush on Brittany or to love her #She was scared to death to have feelings not just for another girl but for her best friend especially #so she tried to fight them or to drive them out by any means she could think of—by sleeping with random boys and by strictly enforcing #rules about hers and Brittany’s friendship and what they could and couldn’t do together #When none of that worked she resigned herself to keeping her feelings for Brittany locked up inside and secret#never telling them to anyone including Brittany #So for years she made herself and Brittany miserable—and all because she couldn’t bear to love Brittany but she couldn’t#keep herself from loving Brittany either #So what Sam doesn’t realize when he tells Santana to ‘just let go’ of Brittany is that #Santana isn’t just being stubborn when she says ‘Never’ in reply; #she’s telling a truth she learned for herself #She can never just let go of Brittany because her feelings for Brittany are too big and too vast #and too deep and too eternal for her to ever just let go of #Even when Santana was scared to death of loving Brittany and hated herself for doing it #she still couldn’t bring herself to live a life without Brittany in it #For her loving Brittany is a forever kind of thing #and especially now that Santana loves to love Brittany and feels so much peace from doing it #It’s true love because it will last forever
AU: in which Brittany writes for the school newspaper.
would you let me lead?
you can step on my feet
give it a try
it’ll be alright
next tuesday she
will be back
and then she
will be back in 5x20
will be together in NY
The friendship that could have been
We should talk about what happens when I mix fandoms.
(Made just in time for Bramtana Week too.)
Made by the fabulous LuckyPressure.